" and everytime i look at you, it's like the first time. "
Hello 2011 (: How are ya? Who am i kidding, your fantastic considering you've only been around for 3 hours and 6 minutes! At the moment i guess you could say i'm not too bad myself either.. but lets not go there right now. So 3 hours and 10 minutes ago it was the last 2 minutes of 2010 and guess who i was spending them with?? That's right! You probably guessed it. Myself... I was literally all by myself in the living room watching the fox times square new years eve special. And in those moments where I was alone, it got me thinking. How on earth did i go from having plans every weekend and absolutely loving my life to being completely alone on one of the most celebrated days of the year? It was hard being there by myself and not wanting to just completely break down because there was no one beside me. But somehow, I managed to do it. I didn't cry or shed a single tear because in a weird way, i guess i kind of knew it would eventually be like that. I guess you could say that I had a rough year and most of the decisions i made in 2010 weren't the best... actually they were probably the absolute worst, but let's not go there either! Yeah, it was a rough year.. It really was. But a wise man once said " You've got to experience the pain, before you can experience the joy". Any ideas who that man was? Oh cmon! You know this one! That's right. It was the one, the only, Sean Combs! AKA Diddy, AKA P.diddy, AKA Puff Daddy. But yeah back to the point. With this being my first blog entry on this website this year, and well ever, I'd rather not technically consider it my official Blog entry. This one is more like.. a test through. Ya know, to see if I can actually get the hang of this thing and to see if I like it ( which btw, so far, I really do (: Oh yeah, and did I mention... ITS RAINING?! yepp, its 2:21 AM on 1/1/11 and its raining. Actually more like pouring. Random, i know but just thought you would like to know :) If not, o well. It's New Years for peeps sake! Wheres your holiday spirit? ;)
Until Next Time.
Markeshia, (AKA kaleahpress)