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January 2011

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" Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set. I dont wanna forget "

" When love is a rageing sea, you can hold onto me "

January 12, 2010.
    Last entry I recall was on new years. Today is officially the 12th. Yesterday was the 11 (1/11/11 and yes I did indeed make a wish on 1/11/11 at 11:11 ) The day before that (the 10th) was my moms birthday. These years just seem to fly by and to be honest, I'm kinda starting to lose count =/ But oh well, not like she wants me to know her real age anyway. This morning my city had a 2 hour delay due to all the snow. This was also the first day o f exams, so of course everyone (including myself) were all really hoping for a snow day, That way our last exam (aka my hardest. aka bio ) would be on tuesday instead of friday. It definitely wouldnt be on monday because that is Martin Luther King Day. But obviously that didn't happen. Because if it did, I probably wouldnt be here writing this even though I really should be studying for my Geometry and History exam tomorrow. Both of which Im pretty sure im gonna get a C or lower. This sucks. And at this point im so fed up with fmls. Oh well.. sometimes thats just how the cookie crumbles i suppose. Oh and did i mention that yesterday was by far the worst day I have ever experienced in history of worst days? Well, it was. So many rediculous things went wrong that day that i dont even feel like naming them all. I really dont even feel like writing this entry right now, but i'm so glad i am. You have no freakin idea how good it feels just to be able to let everything out instead of holding it all in. It's like I can finally breathe now. But wait, I'm not quite finished...

You see, around march last year, I started talking to a certain someone. Of coure I had already kinda sorta known him previous to that time, but around that specific time in March of last year was when we had really started getting to know eachother. And to say it simply.. I fell for him. In the least. Feel head over heels like bricks under water. And to this day , I can honestly say, that during those months that we were getting to know eachother ( march & april ) I was truely happy. And I can't really say that i've completely been happy since then, i'm not saying i have been unhappy either.  But happy is just such a strong word to me that it really should only be used if true. Otherwise, its's meaningless. But yes, I was truely happy back then. And let me tell you, things were going amazing. It was literally like a fairytale that I was living in because it all seemed so surreal. Never in a billion years would I have thought that some thing (or someone ) so magical could happen to me. But somehow, it did. It really, truely did. Atleast for that amount of time anyway. Btw which wasn't even a month to be real. Mor like 15 days.. or just a little over 2 weeks i'd say. Nonetheless, it still happened. So right about now some of you are probably thinking in your head "aww little old Keshia found true love" And to be honest, at one point i truely thought I did. Either way, i'm gonna have to finish this story up someother time. I think im about to go make some coffee so i can attempt to do more studying. But for now, let's just say that not all love stories have a fairytale ending. <3